Update! in 2017

Its really been hard for me to form thoughts. I think about coming here to write but my mind is a mess and I just don’t think I’d be able to put it down properly. However, this is the place where we just spill our guts right? Write as it comes to us?

I’m just incredibly frustrated like all the time. I’m so super stressed out about everything. I have so much going on and so does Chris. He’s off work now though, med leave or some kind of temp leave but hes not even sure if they’ll give him is job back or not. Hes making a little over half of what he made while working, on unemployment, which isn’t nearly enough to sustain a life. I’m probably going to end up going back to work full time because my photography wont pay all the bills. Tho it could make up for what hes missing I’m sure.

I think once this is all said and done I will be considering speaking about head injury awareness. Once we have an idea of whats to come. Its funny how nothing really strikes you as incredibly serious, until you have to deal with it first hand.

Chris is getting a tiny bit better. Hes seeing a chiropractor twice a week, which costs a fortune but is helping. Anything that relieves even a tiny bit of his pain, is worth it, I think. There is no physiotherapy here anymore!! I didn’t know that. I was doing physio for my slipped disk a while back twice a week and now suddenly theres nothing??? Like, do we have to move? lol FUCK.

Hes got some wicked moods going. Which is likely why he was pushed to take a leave at work. I can hardly deal with him. In the back of my mind its like I want to get away from him, with with kids because he sure is getting testy with everyone here but then I’d be the asshole who left my husband because of an injury … right? Ugh. I just want him to get better.

On a different not so crappy note:

Tomorrow I’m headed to dance competitions with Miley. I’m going with a friend. Chris is staying home with Evelyn and I hope they have a nice relaxing weekend.

It’ll be nice to get away as well.

Kristen <3