Insomnia in The ugly truth about making babies

I’m working my last night shift for a while. I’ve been on nights for the last month, and I’m so ready for them to be done.

I usually sleep a little on my break because I sleep horribly in the daytime, but my head has been so full of babies and fertility talk the last couple of nights that I can’t wind down.

Joey text me last night saying he’s super excited that we’re about to begin this process. And I am too, it’s strange that this would be exciting but I think it’s knowing what we could have at the end of it, that’s what’s exciting.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s also completely terrifying. I have a feeling my body and mind are going to be pushed to places I didn’t think was possible. But you know what, if it means we have our family at the end of it, it’s just the way it has to be.

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