New Years Resolution in Hello

I’ve never made one before because I usually don’t care. Have been thinking a lot lately. I will wake up sober and not hungover tomorrow. I’ve had a year relapse, I’ve gotten it out of my system. It will be hard. Most days I will hate myself. Fighting the urges in my head will make me angry. But it will be worth it. I spent most of the night at work on stop drinking sub reddit reading other peoples stories and that leads me to the next part.

I shall write more as well. Have too many things brewing in my head and am now in need of getting them out.

So here’s to tomorrow, new day, new year. Huzzah!

“Confronting our feelings and giving them appropriate expression always takes strength, not weakness. It takes strength to acknowledge our anger, and sometimes more strength yet to curb the aggressive urges anger may bring and to channel them into nonviolent outlets. It takes strength to face our sadness and to grieve and to let our grief and our anger flow in tears when they need to. It takes strength to talk about our feelings and to reach out for help and comfort when we need it.”

-Mr. Rogers