So yesterday I never left the house. I slept late and I never even took a shower. I was just exhausted from not sleeping at all on Christmas Eve. I had a headache and I just didn't feel like going anywhere, doing anything, or talking to anyone. That is why I was so happy to have these plans today. My friend Rob is here from Virginia for Christmas. He and his kids, my friend Theresa and her daughter, and I all went out for lunch. It was so nice to get together. I really miss Rob. It's not that "my heart longs for him and hurts when he's not around" kind of miss. It's just one of those, gee, I wonder how Rob is doing... I haven't heard from him in a while. I am the only one now who even bothers to check on him now that Theresa is in love with someone. He is such a good man. It felt really good being with him today. It was like he reminded me of why I ever really miss him to begin with. It was just a nice time all around. It made my heart warm up some for a little while.
There were other people who were trying to get my attention today but I just refused to give it to them. I needed to have this time to myself. I never ever do that but today I totally did that and I don't regret it for a minute. Maybe I need to do this more often.