An Update in The Continuing Downfall of Myself

  • Dec. 19, 2013, 4:45 a.m.
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I'm so conflicted and confused. I don't how to feel about her or how she feels about me? Am I overthinking it? I don't think so. I thought I understood how she felt. Maybe she is pushing me away cause she knows we're close? She doesn't open up like she used to. I want to talk about things. But there is always something that comes up and she doesn't have time. I think it's awkward. I hope i'm not being led on. She wouldn't do that to me, right? Not her. Others I've known would easily do that to me, but she is different...I hope.

This may be fucked up what I'm about to say. But what if she enjoys the hurt that he puts her through. She has learned to live with it and it's a part of her now. Is that fair to live like that? Is it wrong of me to think that is a terrible way to live? You need support and love.

I don't get it.


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