The Night Will Go As Follows in The Continuing Downfall of Myself

  • Dec. 10, 2013, 9:53 p.m.
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It's an amazing song. Look it up. It says it all. I'm close to cloud 9. She opens up to and let's me know I'm not crazy and what I think is ok. I guess I need the security since I had none in my past relationship. But I want more. There writings are beginning to follow one another. Maybe one day they'll lead to the ending I want? Doubtful, I know. But one can always hold hope. It's what keeps me going. The chance occurrence of finding my love. Not "a" love, but "the" love. Oh, did I mention I got a call this morning? From her. Yes, I did. Although I was incredibly tired...it was well worth it and every other call (if I get more). I don't sleep much during the night. 3-4 hours at most. My dreams are filled with...with...

I continue to survive. Live through the next day. I have my daughter. She keeps me in line when I stray.

When will I find another that will take me in? To love me for me. Take the good with the bad. I'm not prefect. But I can give you everything you're missing. And you know you're missing something. No one has everything. Are you willing to take the jump and trust me to catch you?

We never were...We'll never be...Strangers kissing in the pouring rain. Chasing after your leaving train. But we know that's not how our song goes...


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