Still drinking in Done drinking.

I don’t write much anymore but I do follow my favorites.

My drinking is out of control at the moment. I can go threw a gallon of vodka in 2 days. I’m hoping getting out of Maine for 5 months will turn things around. I have all my stay plus the stalls for two horses paid for. I need to get out of this rut. Away from the winter and do what I love with no one watching me. Or having a 5 year old nephew always around. I love the kid to death but I was more not a kid person at all.