3:50 PM
Today has been pretty slow for me and not very good. This month, other then my announcement (You will have to look on my other diary at http://www.my-diary.org/read/d/865438 for that entry) which brightened up yesterday for me, has been pretty down. I am struggling with my depression more so then usual. By the way I have three Diaries, this one(easy diary), my original at My-Diary, and one on Prosebox. I plan on lumping my prosbox diary and this diary into a group and leave my original by itself meaning sometimes I will put an entry on this diary and prosebox diary that will not be on My-Diary and vice versa, for example yesterday I wrote two entries, my dream interpretation went on easy diary and prosebox while my announcement went on My-Diary.
With my announcement it really hits home and makes it official that I am mentally disables, It hit harder then when I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (also called Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder) meaning when I was diagnosed as mentally unstable. I went to the mall today and had some asian food, it was a half and half, half sweet and sour chicken and half almond chicken. I felt bad for spending my money afterwords but I got over it. After that I went and seen the new Hitman Agent 47 movie today, it was good but not as good as the original but it had plenty of action scenes and I felt the guy who played this hitman left a better impact then the guy who originally played agent 47 in the first movie. I thought about going and seeing Sinister 2 (I know if I do it will really scare the crap out of me and leave me with more restless nights I kid you not. I get scared easily and horror movies mess me up for a while especially at night.) but decided against it. I had promised to go with my best friend but with him working all the time I don’t know when we will get the chance, I will have to ask him.
When I got home I decided to go swimming again and like yesterday the water was freezing but I stuck it out longer and got some good swimming in. I came home and been aimlessly surfing the internet and youtube for the rest of today while I warmed up and I had a nice warm bowl of Ramen Noodles which was yummy. I am feeling pretty lonely and down today, I feel bad I spent my money both on the movie and the asian food but I cannot change that now. Thats it for today.
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