Alright so I went and talked to my boss earlier and she said that she’s going to have to talk to her husband as he will be the one to make the final decision. They are pissed that I was a no call no show on Friday and then asked for a raise. She said that it “really pissed her off” and she would let me know something. I figured it would’ve been tonight but it’s almost 1am here and I still haven’t heard back. I was there for about an hour an half waiting to talk to her because they had a manager meeting so I had to wait for them to get done. I guess it could’ve gone a lot better but it could’ve gone a lot worse too.
I got the form from her and dropped it off afterwards. I was messaging a manager last night and she said that it was filled out and apparently the boss probably just forgot to let me know. Super annoyed that I had to wait an extra day but I needed to try and see about getting my job back anyway. I don’t know how much of a chance I have to come back which really pisses me off because they haven’t had any issues with me up until now and I’ve seen plenty of people get a second chance who fucked up way worse than I have, but we’ll see.
Then, I got home this afternoon and I wasn’t here 10 minutes and had someone call wanting to interview me tomorrow for the exact same job at a different place. I got tomorrow at 3:30 and I’m pretty excited about it because they pay better and I’d love to get in around some different people and I’m more than ready for a change. I know that I’m a bit nervous but it’s something I’ve been wanting for awhile now.
I think about it and it’s just as much stress going somewhere else as it would to stay where I’m at. I know that I’m not going to be happy if I stay there and I know that I just want out. It’s better for me to start with a clean slate in a new place than be at our other location where I don’t want to be and just keep dealing with the same shit. I remember when this shit started last week wondering if they’d let me come back but now, I don’t want to. I want to move on and break away from this place that has made me so miserable for so long.
I have to pick my brother’s girlfriend up tomorrow and bring her back home and then I’m gonna go to my interview. I’m annoyed because it’s wasteful with gas but it is what it is. I got paid tonight so I have some money in the bank but I also have to make a car payment tomorrow too. I’m really hoping I get this job tomorrow so I can quit stressing about money. I have some bills I will need to catch up on and then I plan to do my best at paying down my car and credit card which was always my plan until my job drama happened.
My Mom got her car taken today. She called me crying and just didn’t know what to do or say. I tried to get an online payday loan but wasn’t able to because of my credit and what not. I guess my Grandma is going to sign for a car so she’ll have her own car again. I think it’s very nice of her but also incredibly stupid because my Mom just got her car taken because she didn’t make the payments so getting her another one with payments is truly risky. I feel bad that I wasn’t able to help but I know that I wouldn’t be paid back and would have been left holding the bag. I’m proud of my Mom for still going into work today and was in good spirits when I talked to her tonight.
Things are starting to look up and I’m definitely ready to start a new chapter. I remember how down I felt last week and up until today but I know things can only get better from here. This is my chance to get away from that place and I’m taking it. I can’t continue with this place knowing I’m never going to get a raise and I’m just nothing more than a disposable robot. It’s time to get better for myself and I’m going to do everything I can to make it happen.
So that Matt guy is pretty much a d-bag with questionable intentions. I haven’t heard from him much in the past couple of days and then today he wanted to know what I was doing so I told him I was there trying to get my job back and then he said something about wanting to do 69. Um, no. I’m sorry but with the stress of not having a job and bills getting backed up, I’m in no mood to have sexy talk or care to engage in sexual acts with anyone. He knows what I’ve gone through and I think it’s really bullshit and inappropriate to mention something like that, especially knowing that I’m there trying to ask for my job back! Like, WTF is wrong with people! How selfish and inconsiderate can we fucking be?!?!?!
I don’t plan to have sex with him and was super annoyed that he was so touchy feely the other night. I have no physical attraction to him whatsoever and now I’m really turned off. Fuck that guy, actually fuck all men. Show me that you actually care about me as a human being and you might actually get somewhere or stay the fuck away from me!
Anyways, I’m gonna lay down and watch tv. I’m just going to pray I get this job tomorrow and life will be good. Pray for me y’all!!!
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