Well I Tried... in Just Moments

~So I just went out on a kind of blind date… and it did not go well. This guy found me on facebook and we started talking on facebook chat and started to see where things were gonna go. There were a couple things about this guy that when we were talking just didn’t make sense to me. Sometimes if I asked him a question he just wouldn’t answer it or change the subject. And none of the questions were something that were probing or anything just your basic things you ask people to get to know them… It was just wow. First off his facebook profile picture was nothing what he actually looked like. I’m pretty sure he either is using a really really really old picture or its someone else entirely. Nothing makes sense about it. So that pissed me off. I feel like everything from there was a lie and that’s just no ok. And honestly the whole date felt like an interview. And I interview for a living… Dates should not feel like that. Sure you need to ask questions but he stated in the interview “I don’t really have any more questions, do you have something to ask me?” Like really?? This is just wow. I can’t even put that into words. I was just shocked. Why do I always get the quiet guys who can’t keep a conversation going? Am I really that hard to talk to? Or that interesting that all they do is listen to my voice? I don’t think so!! So yeah, at least I got myself out there and tried. He was nice talking to except for when I actually saw that he wasn’t even who he showed that he was… So I don’t think i’ll be talking to you anytime in the near future.

~In other news I just got back from a vacation in Savannah GA and it was nice. I met a really nice guy down there but he hasn’t texted me yet and maybe he won’t. Its ok if he doesn’t I mean I’m not a fan of long distance relationships and I’m pretty sure my sister’s boyfriend (who is friends with this guy I met) has told him not to because we kinda got in a fight the next day and I’m pretty sure I’m not his biggest fan right now. But that’s alright. I just kinda wish it would have happened. I wanted to feel like someone I liked actually liked me back. Maybe that’s a little too much to ask for right now considering the guy I just went out with likes me and I do not reciprocate the feelings… I’m sure there is someone out there for me just waiting for me. Somewhere. God has someone I just need to find him… Until then… <3