Tired in just testing

Tired all the time.

I get up and go to work fine.

I get home around 4 freezing cold enough to turn on the electric blanket, eat whatever for dinner. Fall asleep on the couch and by 11 move to the bedroom, to another electric blanket and sleep all night.

I do nothing else.

I need to do laundry, dishes, litter boxes, etc. It all pilles up.

I don’t wanna go to doc and have her say you’re fat and lazy cause I know this but I have no energy to change it.

And I hate myself all day for it. But I do the same thing every day.

I try to just take a nap and set alarms so I don’t sleep all night but I snooze the alarms. I try top talk my self or of this routine every day but I’M SO TIRED.