Balance in Meditations

  • June 3, 2026, 4:36 p.m.
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I’m stunned

I feel sheepish

For being part of the folly and

I feel elated

For seeing it

Those on both sides-the doers and the condemners- they are in a never ending dance. Back and forth they go, weaving an intriguing pattern. I imagine it like a line dance. Round and round they go. None of it would work without the partner, though. And funnily enough hatred works just as well as-or even better than-love.

Sometimes I see things and am not entirely sure if it’s real until I see it somewhere else. In a different context. I’ve seen it now in many contexts over the last week that I feel confirmed in my perception.

The Pride movement
Nutrition ideology
Medical ideology
Money
Victim/Tyrant
Geo engineering

The Lucifer/Ahriman ritual.

That’s what it is. That’s what they all are. Energetically, every relationship in this world is pulling in opposing directions.

Our deadly mistake is to identify with either of them.

Because the CHRIST is in the Center. Always centered between Lucifer and Ahriman, Christ rules the balance: Christ is the fulcrum on which the opposing forces leverage. Our downfall I think is that we forgot that there are 2 sides of Satan, that old dragon. We think that the only devil there is, is Lucifer. Because Lucifer is seen; he is the light bearer- we forgot the prince of darkness, Ahriman. Cloaked in darkness, Ahriman would have you forget him as a spiritual presence. The Ahrimanic spell is denial itself. We are steeped in the Ahrimanic spell, now. But we are slowly emerging.
This duality to Satan is crucial. Because we deny it under Ahriman’s spell, we are under his power-the power of thought and ideology identification, of materialistic morality.
The counter spell is simply awareness of this. The other side of Satan, once seen, becomes utterly powerless as his spell is denial itself.

Money troubles are endless. We struggle and scrape and experience such intense anxiety, fear, scarcity, or we react in the opposite in fantastical abundance mindset and the joy of abandon. The former Ahrimanic (materialist) and the latter Luciferic (transcendental).

So what is balance, the Christ path in relation to money? It is of course, being in the world but not of it. Becoming sober, lucid, impeccable with our awareness and recognition that ‘I am not identified with or defined by money- either having it or not having it’. My value and resources are used toward the sober spirit filled vision for my life. I listen to my spirit given authority and nurture discipline where needed. And trust that if I am on that path, I always have what I need.

It’s but an example,and I don’t pretend to execute it. But I see it. And in seeing, am that much closer to actualization. So too with every relationship-with those that would have me choose a side, I see them as agents of one side of the other. In Christ, the center, the balance, there is no side. There is only redemption of both and an expansion of the Center.


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