I feel this peace and well being deepening. I feel so much joy, both in awareness of the everyday mundane and also in the feelings of confronting fears and anxiety. Like it has become something of a game. Something fun. A way to exercise my power.
I feel some anxiety about money. Paying for things. Buying new things. Having enough income. Enough comfort. Enough wealth to feel safe and secure. Very Taurus things.
And I also feel this very exciting and thrilling feeling of like, BRING IT ON! energy that is sort of propelling me into this very particular conflict. I say conflict in a really technical way; it’s the interplay of two different and divergent paths. One is to give weight and importance on the outcome of “not having enough money” and one is to simply feel delight and gratitude after the surprise of how I am provided for in all ways.
There is some overlap in that the importance granted to having enough is then given as reverence to my guardian angel. But in general these two paths are divergent and separate-meaning that each flows to a different destination. And this is a very “Reality Transsurfing” way of conceptualizing this process.
Frequency is location. Fear and worry frequency is one of mistakenly placing importance where it ought not be. But reverence and gratitude toward those to whom it is due, and feeling the innocent delight of receiving is the location of being provided for. The form follows the chosen frequency. And it can’t do anything but.
As the Transsurfing guy says, we are free to choose, but not free to change.
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