9st in A Nice Dream On Elm Street

I’m often pretty angry and it’s getting more difficult to process/hide. Wish I had a happier ‘update’ but that’s front and center how I feel most the time now.
It’s hot for March already isn’t it, though? Be good.
(Hey wait a sec, you mentioned being angry in the LAST entry, genius!)
Yeah I know, my bad, I went back and read my previous entry and was like “No way! I’m mad then, too?! WHAT’RE THE ODDS!?”
Anyway, pretend i’m happy or something, after all no one mad writes like this, do they? Where they clearly convey how happy they are all the time, right? Hahaha. Aha..haha…ha.
Do things still get blurry when I stop time? Less and less. The natural light of grandma’s living room is difficult to synthesize, that kid standing on the couch looking out at the fog probably wouldn’t even recognize me. Bastard ass.