Have really spoken to me, lately.
Last night I was up about 5 times. I looked at the moon with my son who was up in the middle of the night a few times not feeling well. It was pretty hazy out and we couldn’t see the stellium. But the last time I was up-breaking up a cat fight lol- I decided to just go outside to get a better look. It was magnificent, even if it was to late to see the stellium. The energy was definitely there. It has been an day, today, and still is, now.
I don’t even know what I’m looking at most of the time when I’m looking at the stars. I don’t think a cognitive grasp is needed to receive the stars’ illumination. Just looking like a child looks is adequate for what the Gods ray down for us to receive.
I started Reality Transurfing today. Holy moly. I’m glad I followed through on that nudge. It’s putting words to the nameless experience of giving no ducks. Haha
It is not denial, avoidance, or suppression, as many have alleged or even accused. There is a very simple-yet difficult- space to live in where occurrences can be accepted without resistance and without any reflection whatsoever. No love, no hate. And it’s not a lack of emotion or investment. It is something very different. It is an act, a practice, a maneuver, done precisely and done right and done consistently which results in antagonistic energy passing over me as if I’m invisible.
It is quite like the practice of percieving the shadow creates the sources the light. If one can sit and suspend disbelief for long enough, or suspend all thoughts altogether, and just percieve the light and shadow. It comes to be that the is no cause and no effect. That the shadow in it’s crisp and discrete lines could well be the cause and the light the effect. I found that once I accomplished this perception in meditation; I could percieve a great many things.
Including a vague recognition of energy drain whatever I think about certain things. I percieve an interaction with an unseen other that is not necessarily in my favor. I’m being fed off of. And, as with the light and shadow, I began to percieve that I was actually creating the interaction by taking the bait to think about and worry, or be scared, or attach whatever emotion to the thought. It is subtle, but it’s there - it is undeniably there. I know that every human being knows, because it’s our birthright to have this choice. There is that knowledge that this invitation to think that thought and feel these emotions attached to it is a TEMPTATION.
It is a temptation, not in any kind of moral or religious sense, but a temptation none the less.
And that temptation is to choose to outsource our own authority. For this, low self with is required. Self effacement is required. Personal power is uncomfortable. Comfort is valued over much else.
Because our own authority is the only one that can ever tell us what we wan. What I want, and no one else. Think about that, and then just notice ALL the objections. You see? We’re riddled with objections to claiming our own personal power.
And that’s the enemy of our own happiness. You see, is not about being morally bad or good, or religions or Gods. It’s about us. Our own happiness. And whether we each will reach a state of happiness for ourselves, instead of being sucked into the temptation to focus on our think about all the other crud.
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