emphasized textI am doing a lot better than the last time I wrote. Honestly, most of the time the things that I write are in the heat of the moment. I was shaking with rage and in a bit of a spiral. I call them “episodes.” But one thing I affirmed is that I need to keep writing. I felt so much better after writing last time. I felt lighter, my thoughts felt more organized, and I realize that I need to at least make this a weekly thing. Also I have not been doing my walks, which I know affects my moods.
I was able to talk to my husband last time in a way that I have never been able to. It was therapeutic, sure, but it was also nice to connect on that level. He is such a good man that may not have the same patience with me as he had when we first me (being with a person with depression for 2 decades can be tiring), but he shows that he still wants to be there.
My kids are in a bit of an annoying phase. They are not bickering with each other, thank God, but they are just…annoying. They are constantly on top of me and I get easily over stimulated with all their attention and wanting that attention reciprocated. I love them, but damn. Get off me! Anywho, my puppy is doing better. I am also doing better with adjusting to her and our routine having changed a bit.
Overall, I really do hop that there is reprieve from financial burdens and bad new this year. Last year was…trying to say the least. I am ready for a more relaxed and productive year.
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