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Existential crisis. A real one.
Let me preface what I am about to type with: I love being a mom. I know what I signing up for when I did this. I am not one of those people that is woe as me why did I have kids. I knew and know...
Like a cog in the machine
I have been waiting for what feels like years for life to get better. And I try to so hard to see the positives. I remind myself that I have the essentials. But that is all I have. I can’t aspir...
I hate instrusive thoughts
You know how you know that the sky is up and a rock is a rock. I know for a fact that I am a kind, loving, mostly open minded, though very obstinate at times human being. I know that I can be v...
20 years together....
This is not a ‘I’m divorcing him gotta find my bad bitch’ post. This is a ‘I am happily married I hope we do die together like ‘The Notebook’ post.’ Freaking hell, marriage is hard. I think i...
Cooking
I really hate cooking. I follow recipes, I know how to follow instructions, and yes my food comes out edible, but its not great you know? And for that I feel less than. I cook about 3 times a w...
January so far
emphasized textI am doing a lot better than the last time I wrote. Honestly, most of the time the things that I write are in the heat of the moment. I was shaking with rage and in a bit of a spi...
Happy Fucking new year
I am literally shaking right now with how pissed off and emotional I feel. I hate this. That my emotions can get the best of me. I can’t even have one simple conversation to better things and co...
Bringing balance...
My husband has been feeling…depressed I want to say. His brother moved away to France, one of his best friends moved away to another state, his friends here don’t hang out as much. As it was, I ...
A new puppy
I got a new dog. The kids named her Jupiter. She is about 5 months old. She was hit by a car and brought in to the shelter. So she is a rescue dog. I tried to insert a picture, but I am not that...
Pneumonia as a birthday present
It was my birthday this past weekend. I got sick the Friday before. I am an RN and thus very stubborn because I would treat myself at home. But when my fevers started lasting 3 days without brea...
Pneumonia as a birthday present
It was my birthday this past weekend. I got sick the Friday before. I am an RN and thus very stubborn because I would treat myself at home. But when my fevers started lasting 3 days without brea...
Book Description
How my life is going for this year.
