Insecurity that I can’t quite identify plagues my mind.
The sense of realness of this place is starting to ebb. I remember how Black Beauty was redeemed. And I wonder if the so-called flyers are not of the same type of entity.
Part of me thinks not. In the Anthroposophical circles, there are entities from each of 3 basic sources - Lucifer, Ahriman, and Sorat. Of them, Lucifer and Ahriman are “natural”- that is, they are expected and known adversaries arising from source which challenge human beings into uprightness- much like gravity. Black beauty was an Ahrimanic entity. Sorat I’m not entirely clear on whether it’s a natural phenomenon but it has been here a very long time. Sorat is said to be a walk-in not connected at all to humanity’s natural evolution.
According to Anthroposophy, Sorat is the leader of the Asuras (or rakshasas), and he is “.. behind the hidden secret of black magic, that most fearful crime in Earth evolution, with which no other crimes can be compared”.
Rudolf Steiner commented extensively on the Luciferic and Ahrimanic influences, even represented them in the Representative of humanity, but he was extremely sparse commenting on the third category of beings, the Asuras (or rakshasas) and their leader Sorat.
Which reminds me of the don Juan stories of the flyers and how they have outmaneuvered humanity. The flyers, or the one they serve, don Juan says, installed the mind on top of every human being’s natural mind. It is an ever present intelligence which humanity borrows from ad infinitum, and it gives us intelligence while enslaving us. It is the voice of reason, rationality, ideas, economics, architecture, etc etc. it is the mind that builds skyscrapers, conceived of agriculture, designed our governments and all monetary systems. It is the mind which is never satisfied and is always in pursuit of more information. It will lead us ever into more and more information and more slavery unto itself.
The natural mind is a silent knowing. It is increasingly difficultly for contemporary people is in the endless distractions. But, as the challenge rises, so too does the remedy. Never is there an obstacle without it’s equal cure.
I have sensed how different our time is from Castaneda’s let alone don Juan’s. Castaneda and don Juan were already worlds apart. But the rate of change has only accelerated since then. As I’m sure any sensitive will attest to, time is felt as increasingly parabolic at this point.
And so, too, is the velocity with which even the most meager effort propels us toward truth.
I reflect further on my time and how I experienced it. Last spring was a very pressurized container. I felt unending pressure until, at some point, I seemed to rocket forward. And I haven’t slowed down. If anything, I am feeling a bit uneasy with how much things have simply kept going without pause. My time before I perceived the Christ in 2024 I spent really dialing in my physical, mental, and emotional discipline. It wasn’t exactly impeccability. And it wasn’t exactly warrior training. But, it was sort of like training to begin training. I was training to be a warrior. To be capable of becoming a warrior.
My uneasiness relates to the Christ principle and to what I sense the flyers to be; namely, soratic beings. I’m unclear and feel anxious about whether they are redeemable. As it was outlined, Luciferic and Ahrimanic beings have been a part of and have their source in this world. Soratic beings do not. They are complete alien. Can they be redeemed?
My own experiences is that they can be caught off guard. When I am impeccable, and when I am in that flow state of having no-mind, living in a fog where no one including myself knows whether I am coming or going, I percieved one as a stingy voice. And I listened to it for a few days before I summarily and definitively banished it. It is silent. But I am not sure that it is gone. In fact I suspect that it will never leave. But that it merely recognizes the futility of continuing to spew it’s toxic rhetoric at me. That would only increase my power to perceive it and build a more powerful feeling towards it, which would lead to a clarity of willpower and concrete action for me. Instead of feeding off me, the situation at hand is that I would be feeding off of it. I would be the net gain on energy.
And they are after all, just opportunistic parasites. They do not have any kind of moral compass- they are separate from source and isn’t have any ability to connect to any source of energy in our world or in theirs. We humans are in a unique position to be manipulated. And so, the soratic beings have maneuvered us in a way which benefits them. With our permission. Coerced, forced, and without alternatives, but nevertheless. We acquiesced.
My queasiness wonders if the soratic beings ever could become redeemed. Could there ever be a place for them in our world where they will have access to energy? Is there any room for them? In a way, they have forced their way into the human race so thoroughly that they are inextricably now bound up with us. Some of us. Maybe a huge majority even.
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