I TRIED! in THOUGHTS

SOMEOF YOU HAVE SUGGESTED THAT I GO ON MEDICATION ETC FOR MY DEPRESSION ETC. I TALKED TO MY DOCTOR A FEW TIMES ABOUT MY MOODS, ANXIETY ETC. SHE PUT ME ON LYRICA BECAUSE OF MY NEUROPATHY. SHE DIDN’T WANT ME TO START TWO DIFFERENT DRUGS AT THE SAME TIME. ALSO I DON’T THINK SHE FEELS IT IS SERIOUS ENOUGH. SHE FEELS THAT AS LONG AS I CAN GO ALONG WITH MY DAYS I AM NOT DEPRESSED. I DON’T THINK I AM. I AM JUST SO FED UP WITH MY LIFE WITH MY HUBBY. IT’S NOT A BAD LIFE. IT JUST ISN’T WHAT I WANT. HE WAS NEVER A VERY “LOVING” HUBBY AND HE STILL ISN’T.
ANYHOW AFTER THE LAST “DISCUSSION” ABOUT THAT WOMAN I AM JUST GOING TO GO ABOUT MY DAYS WITHOUT MUCH CONSIDERATION FOR HIM. I KNOW IT ISN’T THE RIGHT WAY. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK?
TIME FOR SWIMMING AND STAINED GLASS.