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  • Sept. 20, 2025, 2:22 a.m.
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Presence, Trusting, Spontaneous, Creating

is what I am assigned to do, in order to move through and heal my wounds of

Dissociation, Abandonment, Futility, and Care blackmailing.

Ooh. That last one is good. I’ve had a rather spontaneous impression that the dwelling in the emotional-thought form is not productive, and actually is an activation of that thought-form which keeps me in a cyclical loop.

I believe I just identified the habit- the act of searching or grasping for an emotional-thought from which fulfills/appeases a particular feeling. Instead of simply feeling without explanation, the feeling which is asking to be accepted. It is exceptionally difficult for me now even to contemplate the idea.

I’m glad of doing this course, and others. I’ve learned so much and, I know from my spirit that this is the answer; whatever I move in to the next threshold, will be the end of worldly problems. Rather, worldly problems will still exist but not for me, and not for anyone else who chooses to heal them within themselves. As within, so without.


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