I spent most of my weekend laying on the sofa which wasn’t too bad. A bit lonely but tolerable. My plans with my ‘friends’ fell through for Sunday morning. I never really expected them to keep it since they had a party Friday and went out drinking Saturday. Did get an interesting drunk text around 4am saying too drunk to wake up. I’m not sure how to handle the situation. I’m annoyed that I’m being left out but at the same time do I want friends like that?
After the huge blow out with my ex the other day he messaged me on Saturday. A picture of baby pandas rolling in the snow and a caption that said peace? We had a really long phone conversation. No telling or fighting just talking about our relationship and how it ended and why. He seems to see all the mistakes he made. He understands now that I felt like we couldn’t move forward. It was nice to talk it out. I miss him dearly (as a friend) and it sucks that he’s gone for 5 months. But also good cause we probably would do something stupid like get back together.
Schools here have a mid term break at the end of January. I have been planning a trip to a beautiful part of Turkey called kapadokya (capadoccia) in my 4 years here I’ve never been so I asked some people and tomorrow flight and hotel should be booked! It’s gonna be really cold but I plan on making it a great holiday.
My boy came over this evening. We ordered food and laid on the couch. He played with my hair we laughed a lot. It feels so comfortable with him. It’s been like 3 weeks now. He’s going on holiday with my friends and I. Things are good. We have the same sense of humor and the compliments will never bore me ;)
I have tried to be more careful about what I’m eating. Not really a diet but modified food intake. Every morning at school we have bread cheese eggs cucumbers or tomatoes and olives also we have some sort of jam or nutella. I throw the cheese and egg in the bread and eat that. I’ll eat cucumbers if we have them. And depending on my mood I’ll have the jam or nutella on another half roll. Our lunches are always a main meal. Sometimes with meat sometimes not. Our chef is amazing and some of the things he makes are so good. But anyways we have soup a main a starch and alternate fruit and dessert. I’ve given up on the starches rice never pasta sometimes when the main isn’t good. Dessert yes and fruit yes. We also have a salad bar. I’ve stopped taking everything. If I don’t like the soup so much I won’t take it. If the main isn’t good I’ll eat half. It seems to be doing me some good to just decrease my portions. Also at home I’ve started cooking. I spent one night cooking a bunch so all week I had food. I’m trying to keep a routine. Come home take out the dog eat dinner then tidy up. I eat around 6 if I’m hungry again I’ll have a small salad.
I lost 5 pounds in a little over a week. I’m still eating what I want but I’m watching how much I eat of it. So on Saturday when I ate a while bag of dorritos I didn’t feel so guilty ;)
sorry for an all over the place entry! It’s 2:30 am. I need to try and sleep!
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