I feel guilt. So much of it. So much it just books over into tears and tension and I want to go back in time and fix it.
My ex and I have been trying a friendship it was ok then bad then good then great then bad and terrible and awful.
I hurt him. He let me have it over the last few days. He made sure I knew he was hurt. He made sure I hurt for it. I can’t even blame him. What did I do? I met someone. But because I met someone it made him feel like he means nothing to me. That our relationship was nothing. I fucked up. I really wish I never said anything about dating. I should have kept my mouth shut.
You ruined every good thing I thought about you.
I don’t regret my decision to start a relationship. I regret that I hurt someone who meant so much to me. My closest friend for the last year and a half. I hurt him and I can’t fix it.
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