The answer to life, the universe, and everything.
As I innerstand it.
Not gonna pretend it’s totally comprehensible.
Here goes.
My core inner experience since the time I was born in this life- the principal or foundational relationship that I had with my Gods (parents), was to get away.
I felt a pervasive anxiety interspersed with acute bouts of terror. The character of my experience of incarnation in this life was, thusly, one of almost exclusive urge and feeling of “wanting to get away”.
Today, just now, I realized that this feeling character of my incarnating process had a very definite, and chosen origin. This whirled of matter and experience is a direct result of the Spiritual whirled, which is somewhat of a higher harmonic in terms of energetic theory.
Because of this foundational knowledge, I was able to intuitively grasp some of the major facts involving my lifetime, now.
Precisely that, in the spiritual whirled before my current life, I was younger naive and eager. I grasped at my elders furiously for more knowledge- more experience- seeking that which I needed to grow and to fulfill my path. I was so insistent and so assertively persistent that I interrupted my elders in their work. So a karmic path became interwoven between us, and the energy of the universe reflected this.
One can see that, in this incarnate whirled of matter, I was full of terror, striving to get away and driven farther from knowledge of my true self.
And in the whirled of spirit, I was full of longing, striving to absorb into myself that which I perceived as needed for me to fulfill my desires.
These are in most respects opposite experiences, but they both point in the same direction.
Now the story could end here, but, I will tell more to further illustrate and aid deeper innerstanding.
My process of incarnation was charactarized by the deep desire to get away.
Most people do recognize that there are certain cycles to life, and that consciousness is not experienced exactly the same throughout these cycles. Now, I’m not saying that I am dying, but that, I have entered a different cycle than the one previous. And, my consciousness is shifted to one more aligned with excarnating than with incarnating.
Simply put, I’m older and have a different perspective.
With a consciousness on the side of excarnating, I have experienced, so far, a profound character of Peace, Equanimity, and Love. I feel also, a deeper connection to mySelf and to even those Selves of other’s who may not even be connected to theirSelves. I experience closeness as a sensation. There is no striving for it.
And so a further depth of innerstanding can be seen through the passage of time which, ironically enough, does not exist in the spiritual whirled, but which is able to be perceived here.
One might compare the younger-identified pre-incarnated Self with the childhood of the incarnated self. And Vice versa; the older-identified pre-incarnated Self with the mature adult of the incarnated self.
Pretty simple, eh?
One may extrapolate to any number of phenomena.
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