I manage to make $95 in about an hour and a half. I paid my car note. I paid extra since I missed last week. I’m paid up until August but I’m just used to paying every week so I stay caught up. It’s super hot.
It’s been a lot more peaceful in my head since court a week ago. I definitely feel like I can handle everything better and nothing feels completely impossible anymore. I still feel that God and that judge did me a solid by not having me be abused on a schedule. I wake up every morning feeling so grateful and it’s almost if I was given a different life. I’m full of gratitude and will never again take anything for granted.
I’m still stressed. There’s always going to be stress. It’s just different when you don’t have this potentially life altering court date to worry about anymore. I would think about it everyday. I would convince myself that I wasn’t worried about it and it would still be there. Even when I wasn’t worried about it, I was still worried about it. I was going to be devastated having to share my child with someone who’s next to homeless and I would be mentally dealing with his abusive shit every single day of my life. There would be no getting away from it.
My boyfriend got us the family deal from A&W for dinner. He said we were going somewhere but he’s sleeping in his recliner so I have don’t know if we are going somewhere or not. He told me that he doesn’t want me working at all on Friday but I want to work some in the morning. I want to work all day tomorrow. I’d really like to work all day and into the night tomorrow. I still gotta buy cat food. My kids birthday is this weekend and gotta get her cake, ice cream, food, Barbies and pay for whatever we go do.
I know my boyfriend will help too but I want to make sure I have money over the weekend. I hate being completely broke. I’m planning to work at least 12 hours tomorrow if it stays busy. I’d rather not work Friday if I can avoid it but if I do have to work, it’s just going to be a few hours in the morning.
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