Sunday June 22nd was hot. It had been hot all week but this was instant sweat walking outside. I made the mistake of watching a redneck on YouTube try Colt .45 malt liquor the first time. Homie had a 40 of it. (Alabama is the only state where you can’t buy 40’s.) It was so hot out…that 40 looked super cold in that video, condensation dripping off the bottle…
Man, I would’ve turned that bottom up and chugged till it was empty.
It didn’t help that two days later the work BS happened. It’s been in my head, a cold beer. I don’t even like drinking beer! Alcoholism at it’s finest…
I’m okay now, just not being mindful and acknowledging it was an actual craving and not a passing thought. A passing thought is just that, a passing thought. “Oh look, a redneck is drinking a beer. Where’s the cat videos?”
Vs a craving, where I could damn near taste the alcohol.
If I stop, admit that it was a craving and it’s gonna happen from time to time and that doesn’t make me weak....it’ll pass.
Mindfulness people!
taps temple
I can’t sleep tonight, mind’s been a bit restless with what’s written above. So now I’m laying here on the couch watching Drugs Inc. on Nat Geo and puffing on a joint. Why not, right?
Speaking of joints…the ban thca bill went into effect. Mountaintop Dispensary has already closed the Huntsville location. I’m pretty sure they had to close the farm, too. I managed to score a lot of the thca flower one day before the ban at the shop I frequented.
3 ounces.
Oh ya!
Plus a lot of BOGO in the gummies.
Let’s just say I’ve got enough here to make Willie Nelson smile.
✌️🤠
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