So I just saved the latest entry. I didn’t finish it but I have new things to talk about. I worked 12 hours yesterday and made a decent amount of money. I still have some but it’s going to bills. I won’t be able to work a full day tomorrow because I have to be at the school at 10 but I’m going to start at 6am and then maybe after my appointment and I’d like to work all day Friday. It’s Father’s Day weekend and I need money. What money I have right now I plan for some to go to the electric bill and my credit card.
My little brother had court again this morning. My boyfriend went and told me what happened. I guess they did deem my little brother as incompetent. I have been on Google and apparently he will either go to a state facility or outpatient. They could end up dropping the charges but I honestly hope for him to not live with my Dad anymore. I know that my little brother is the way he is because of my Dad and it’s not healthy for them to live together. I would bet anything that my little brother is paying all the bills and my Dad is making sure to take all his money like he’s always done.
I do feel bad for my little brother and it sucks that it’s taking all this to change his life but I have no doubt it’s going to be a blessing in disguise. That kid has never lived and I hope all of this is going to change that. I don’t want him under my Dad’s control anymore and I also want my Dad to live on his own 2 feet and stop using everyone he can to take care of him.
It sucks that all of this is happening and I know that it’s not fun to go through but in my family, it has always taken a catastrophe for shit to change. I know that my Dad’s rent and stuff isn’t very much because it’s calculated by income but I have zero doubt that he’s making sure my little brother is paying for EVERYTHING! Just like when my Mom left and he had my little brother paying the fucking mortgage. My little brother didn’t even know how much his SS check was for the longest time and my Dad took most of it and gave him whatever he decided he should have. There needs to be someone else to manage his paycheck.
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