I woke up in the middle of the night feeling like I was being carved out from the inside. The pain was crippling. Literally, I could not move. This is what happens when I eat bread, but even that doesn’t hurt as badly. It was gas pains. I didn’t recognize it because I’ve never had it like this before. I tried dealing with that when the pain triggered an anxiety attack. My mind was trying to dissociate. I was being pulled into myself. I was slipping into sleep paralysis. I was going paralyzed. It took all of my strength to spread my arms open so I could force myself to sit up. The tissues in my arms felt like they were tearing. I have no strength in them today.
So… that happened.
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