Court this morning went fine. The whole thing was dismissed. Mainly because my little brother lives with my Dad now and in order for the judge to grant the order, my boyfriend would have ended up with their address and they didn’t want that. I’m so glad to get that out of the way. Before we left, I asked about my court and the lady said it would be the same courtroom and the same judge.
We get home after this hearing where my boyfriend just starts being an unmanageable prick. I get in the shower, the next thing I know, the water is freezing cold and then turned off. I screamed for him to turn the fucking water back on! Well, he just started going off. The whole day turned to shit. He knew I had this visitation hearing and i was stressed the fuck out.
Well I finish my shower and get out. I’m naked and he’s just screaming at me. Well, I go back in the bathroom and shut the door. He comes bursting in to continue screaming at me. I know I was scared and could feel my body shaking. Well, he goes and sits down where he’s like bitching to himself about me. He had just got done calling me a bitch and a cunt. I hear him say something about how I should call my Mom even though I know she doesn’t care about me. Just the most vicious things he could possibly say. I don’t respond.
He takes a nap. I wake him up and ask him to go get the kid from school. He doesn’t say a word and leaves. They go to the park and I went to court. The whole thing was like 5 minutes and we have to go back next month to decide custody. I thought we were just going to figure out a visitation plan but yeah.
So they had just gotten home when I got back. He’s still being a huge asshole. Told me he was leaving, maybe for a few days. He got ready, packed up his sleeping bag and really did leave. This motherfucker needs to realize that I’m not focused on him or his bullshit, I have bigger things to be concerned about!
He has since turned off his location and I honestly hope he doesn’t come back. I honestly am so over his drama, his emotional abuse, and his need to be drunk all the time. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I’ve had enough. If I had the money, I would go rent a motel room for a month. I have just enough money to cover what bills I pay and take care of the other expenses I pay.
Him saying that I can’t pay all the bills by myself is a low blow. I was able to pay everything when I had my own place! It was his idea for us to move in and now, I think it was so he was able to make me feel like I pile of shit! This shit is just depressing. I’m honestly sick of never having any money and a lot of it is because of him. I am stuck buying his alcohol EVERY DAY and paying to go out to eat more than I’d like to. He had me buy him alcohol earlier when we were almost home. If I would have ever done that, he would have lost his fucking mind! If I waited until we were seriously almost home and then told him I needed to get something from the store. Omg, he would have gone off!!!
I have more problems with him than I do my BD! I never could have imagined that happening. No one has ever been more of a problem in my life than BD and I found someone that is. I just hope he stays gone. I just don’t want to deal with him anymore. Part of me is really hoping he goes states away and doesn’t come back unless it’s for his shit and his dog. I just can’t keep doing this. I’m also sick of him threatening to leave and now he has. Cool, stay gone!
Anyways, I’m going to get my daughter ready for bed.
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