Spiralling in The Kid Used To Dream

It feels like I am spiralling. It feels like nothing ever goes the way I need for it to go. It’s been this way since I can remember as a kid. I actually took a nap this afternoon for 25 minutes and in that time I had a bit of a nightmare. Amazes me that I was able to hit such a deep sleep so quickly. The dream doesn’t matter because it didn’t even make since to me. I just know that I was struggling to wake up almost as if I was experiencing lucidity.

I expected my wife to stop working at 5 but she chose to stay with it until 730. I wanted to take her out for a nice meal but around here if you don’t get to a place early it’s useless. She was upset that I refused to go when she finished her work. I wouldn’t be upset if the work was something that needed to be finished today.

Whatever - I told her I wasn’t going to argue about it anymore. She can work 22 hours a day for all I care.

I have a show to do tomorrow and I’m wide awake at 4am and have to drive for an hour and leave by 9. This day will suck!

I have to get a handle on my sleep habits. It’s been all over the map lately. 3 or 4 hours here and there can’t be healthy.

Well, good night or good morning rather.