We all gamble in life. with money, heath, love. We all make our own choices, yet many feel the the need to place blame but there are some of who except all guilt, innocent or not. There are those of us that know we deserve no forgiveness and yet people do. But they aren’t forgiving you for you but their own inner peace with no intent to hold it against you at a later date.
My soul is not clean, nor the things I’ve done been with the best of intentions for anyone but me. Sometimes you have to be you to be happy and I figure if I’m happy soul must be too.
I’m not saying I’m proud but I will not blame anyone else for what I do. This is my life, my decisions, my mistakes, my choices, my heart, my body and my soul. So if I do something it’s on me and I will not play the pity card or the blame game to make myself feel better. I will women up, stand my ground and tell you to love me for me or get the fuck out of my life. Its taken me over 20 years to remotely like who I am and I will never let anyone tarnish my heart, my kindness and my life because they think I’m wrong.
So gamble in life. Do all those things people said you couldn’t. Just don’t do drugs and stay out of jail. Cut a bitch that rains on your parade.
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