We are a passionate worlewind of cat and mouse. Why do we hold on so tight to something we know we can never have? Like a drug I’m addicted to this, this chase, the fall but I’ll never be the victim because we are both at fault. We’re each other’s pain killers we give and we take but at some point we come down and then while we’re down there somehow even from 3 thousand miles away we pull each other from the shit, we numb ourselves using each other for our own selfish gain.
But there is love, there’s so much love. Love is selfish but love is free and we give it and we take it from others but the love we have given can never be taken away. You can not take away something that has changed you and someone else, you can not take away the way they felt or the way you felt. Hold on to the good. He’s love made my learn who my soul really is. He’s love made me love my flaws because we share the same addiction to each other we had no flaws to hide.
Sometimes the double lives we lead eat us up from the inside. Other times the double lives lead us to the answers to the questions we never thought we’d have to ask.
We know we’ll never have what we want the world doesn’t work like we do. We are the weird and the deranged. Our souls are forever twisted and the embers will burn on forever. 3 thousand miles and you light my heart on fire and then I smother the flames. I will love you forever as long as you love me nothing really matters because you’re the dose I will die on, the shoulder I cry on you are my PAIN KILLER. Your name is burned in my heart forever.
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