ME in THOUGHTS

I NEED HELP TO COPE. I AM CONSTANLY THINKING BAD THOUGHTS. I CAN’T SEEM TO RALLY AROUND. I CAN’T SEEM TO APPRECIATE MY LIFE. I CAN’T SEEM TO LET THINGS GO. I HAVE NO ATINECE WITH PEOPLE. I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM SAYING THINGS AND OFTEN I CSN’T. I CAN’T WAIT TO DRIVE TO FLORIDA ALONE. I CAN’T WAIT TO DO WHAT I WANT AND NOT WORRY ABOUT ANYONE ELSE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. THIS IS NOTHING NEW. MAYBE MY HUSBAND SHOULD LEAVE ME. I AM NO JOY TO BE AROUND, I CAN’T ACCEPT GETTING OLDER. I CAN’T ACCEPT WATCHING MY CHILDREN DO STPID THINGS AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED. I THINK MY SON IS MARRIED TO A REAL BITCH. HIW DOES HE STAND IT? I AM ONLY GRATEFUL THAT I DON’T HAVE TO SEE THEM. OF COURSE I WILL SEE THEM TOSAY GOODBYE BEFORE I GO TO FLORIDA BUT OTHERWISE I DON’T HAVE TO SEE THEM.I DON’T KNOW WHY I BECAME LIKE THIS. I DON’T KNOW HOW TO CHANGE. I KNOW I HAVE TO. OTGERWISE I MAY AS WELL GO BE A NUN.