Dr appointment, jobs. in Since OD is shutting down....

  • Nov. 3, 2023, 11:25 a.m.
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So I was able to shower this morning, get my daughter to school and eat breakfast. My day started out super good!! The Dr appointment annoyed me because there was a lot more waiting today than normal and I wanted to hurry up and get to my thing and be done with it today. One of the caseworkers was talking to me today about everything. I literally told her what happened with my brother and his family over the weekend. I never realize how bad things are until I go to explain it to others and their facial expressions are unforgetable.

I’m still trying to figure out the job thing. It’s annoying that I’ve had so many interviews where I told them my availability before I get there just for them to say they can’t work with it. I’m really sick of wasting my time and gas. Some lady just emailed me about a job and wants me to interview tomorrow morning. It’s at 10 so I’m gonna have to call my thing and ask if I can get there at 8am so I can leave by 9:30. I might email back and ask if we could shoot for 11.

It’s so frustrating being where I’m at. I think it would be a lot easier if I had a support system here or even people to say anything positive once in a while. I’m so tired of being surrounded by toxic, negative people that I could burst. My daughter is the sweetest, most loving child in the world and everyone treats her like garbage. It’s pretty hard to deal with. I never thought when I was pregnant that it would be like this.

I plan to get my daughter in about an hour. I didn’t get a call from the school nurse today so hopefully that means her antibiotic is kicking in. It’s been a pretty decent day but I’m just so stressed out. I’m definitely glad I got everything done yesterday and wasn’t having to run around so much today. I’m glad tomorrow is Friday.

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