Rough Start in Current Events

I had a rough start to my day yesterday. I really should have been in a better mood because I had 11 hours of sleep. I was a little gagged about it because I had 99 things to do and proper sleep wasn’t 1 of them. I felt like I wasted so much time.

I ended up running late for work. Everything little thing had to go wrong as I was rushing. I didn’t have time to pack a lunch. Just a PB&J sandwich for breakfast. I had to buzz into the building because it is someone’s job to stand at the door to let people in and they fail at doing that. Now I’m punching in late. My lunch bag gets caught on my shoulder as I’m trying to rush and then it doesn’t want to fit in the fridge so I get pissy and I kick it in. That’s when my supervisor walks in. Now I’m getting attention because throwing tantrums is how you get attention. Leftism 101. Suddenly it’s all about cheering me up. So embarrassing. Can’t a hoe just be bitchy?

My stomach has been so wrecked. Eating 30pcs of spring rolls was not the best choice I made the other day. Also, on Sunday, my roommate made her vegan “meatloaf.” She uses my nemesis, green lentils. She said that she rinsed them well. It backed me up a bit. I’m still recovering. All I want is a coffee enema. I’ll do that when I get home.

I’ve said it many times but I’ll say again anyway. I feel like a rockstar at work. I walked past the store managers office and he was like “Hi Tom!” I was like “Hi…” then he told me that they were just talking about me. Positive things, no doubt. I’m in heat, that kind of attention isn’t good for me. Anymore flattery from him and I might have tried to crawl on his face. I also received one of their little awards. Once you accumulate a certain amount you get a little bonus. I got a bonus. This is perfect because I missed two days pay from the yurt trip. Also, I spent my whole last check which stresses me out. It’s winter weather now, I should be home less and not blowing all of my money. Finally! I been going nonstop since august.

Anyway, I’m running late again. Ish. I skipped class to get caught up with housework. Meal preps was one. I had to run to the dollar store for my lunch yesterday. There was no self checkout and I wasted half of my lunch break in line. I also had to make that chilli for the fundraiser at work. I forgot how this apartment feels like another job. I don’t get that much support from my roommate, as we know. I was so behind and I felt so defeated. It’s still not at my standards but I’ll do the rest of it tomorrow before my nap. Then I have to study hard for my test tomorrow. Ugh.