Randoms Or The Men Go First in Hello

Halfway through group one of the other counselors came in and asked for all the guys to come out and the ladies wait in the next room. As soon as I heard that I knew we were getting a widdle test. Some failed (dumbasses) and a lot passed. I was clean. All of us took an extended smoke break as there were a lot of folks to test

But wait!!!

THERE’S MORE!!!

The folks busted for alcohol had to line up and take a breathalyzer test as well. Passed that, too. I had no fear or anxiety cause I knew I was clean. There is a black lady in my group who is a trip. Hilariously outspoken. She was cracking jokes the whole time and I could barely keep my composure. Even our counselor was cackling. Needless to say we didn’t get far into the subject of the day, Grief and Loss. We’re gonna pick up on that tomorrow.

Tried walking after group, calves and shins are still shot from yesterday. Made it a block over then had to turn around painfully walk back home. Oh well, there’s always tomorrow.

No clue what dinner will be. I’m so burnt out on everything..

Last updated August 22, 2023