Elevate in Current Events

I’m not a fan of false hope but my supervisor inadvertently gave me some. We sat down and did my performance review today and she asked me if there was anything that I was interested in learning. I told her what I had my eye on and she got gassed up about it. She told me that Helena, the supervisor at the location by my place, needs somebody with an in-depth knowledge of it. I am being trained for it next week. It sounds to me like I might have a really good shot at getting that full-time temp position I applied for. Helena is on holiday next week and she returns the following week. That is when she and her team will make their decision. I am hoping that I am the selected candidate this time. I need a win!

I have that hiring event today as well at the asrts & crafts store. I just need to bring a resume and they will conduct an interview on the spot. It’s for their 5 am restocking shift. If I find myself having to choose between the two opportunities I will stick with the home department store. It’s walking distance, it pays a lot more, and I like their benefits. I like the job itself.

I found myself feeling like a smitten teenaged girl again after my little run-in with my old crush. I had to remind myself that I am a grown man. I slid into his DM’s just to say that I didn’t get a chance to say hello when I saw him. Then said I hope all is well. I mostly felt guilty for snubbing him. Moving on from that now. I don’t have time for crushes. However, I remembered that I have an old burned CD from way back when of songs that remind me of him.

I spent yesterday at the beach with my sister and her kids. The kids had an absolute blast. The weather was crazy hot so we spent most of it in the water. My niece brought her best friend. It’s so wild to see her be a whole little person now. That little girl is fleeting fast. Her birthday party is this Saturday. Our little Leo.

In a couple of weeks I register for that chemistry course. This is supposed to be my priority, not job hunting. The plan was to acquire that full-time position on my team and just have job security while I went back to school. Things didn’t go my way.

As bleak and chaotic as things have been, I have been feeling pretty light. Optimistic, dare I say. Nothing is really dragging me down. I feel as though it will all work out.

I studied my birth chart a little bit more. My sun is in the 9th house which is in Capricorn. 9H is home to Sagittrarius. I think this is where my personality comes from. I don’t feel as though I present myself as a Capricorn sun or Taurus rising. Sure, my off the cuff humour is dry and dark but I’m very charismatic. Rizz, I think the kids say today. It feels pretty clear to me that I am on the right path when it comes to me wanting to start my podcast. This is a powerhouse placement for me and I overlooked it. I already have a stellium in the 8th house which is in Sagittarius. This sphere of influence is for philosophy.

I read the Gospel of Judas yesterday morning. It was heavier than the Gospel of Thomas. I could still tell it is using the language of astrology but the part that felt heavy was the literary Jesus saying that those who fail to know the father, their souls will die. In the gospel of Thomas he referenced the father as motion and rest. Zero-point energy. I’ll have to read this gospel again. To know the father we have to become a point of singualirty using the ancient practices that the Christians, the antichrists, robbed us all of. This is why the literary Jesus put an emphasis on John the baptist in the gospel of Thomas. He is Aquarius.

Luke 22:10
And he said unto them, Behold, when ye are entered into the city, there shall a man meet you, bearing a pitcher of water; follow him into the house where he entereth in.

We just entered the age of Aquarius. Humanity’s heritage that the antichrist’s stole will be returned. We will discover it all again. We hid it in plain sight. We cannot touch Gods word. astrology = astro logos = word of god. The stars have been telling the same story since the beginning. It will never tell us anything else. The antichrists cannot touch it and pervert it the way they had their own scriptures.

Anyway, I need a nap before I make my way over to the “walk-in interview.”