Journaling prompt:
What do I keep hidden, private or sacred? Do I trust my instincts and intuition? Why or why not? What tools can I use to explore my inner depths?
Your Priestess Spark:
Watch for synchronicities and omens in your everyday life.
Choose a tool of the esoteric arts that will help you explore non-rational ways of knowing — reading the cards, tossing the runes, bibliomancy, dreamwork, or scrying. Just play with these tools.
Listen for voices in the wind, look for patterns in the clouds. Write about these things in your journal.
What do I keep hidden? Rage, irritation, disappointment in others. I really only ever vent to two people. My husband and Willow. I internalize a lot...Rick calls it my "inner fire" and tells me to be careful with it. And it's something I definitely work at. I used to just lose my shit and start freaking out. Jump down peoples throats without looking at the situation...life used to be very dramatic. And then it hit me: Why do I do this to myself and those around me? It's not even fun or productive in any form, it's just stupid. So now, if something bugs me, internally I may be thinking "holy crap/stupid people/dumb bitch" but I don't say it. I control the fire and let it burn down to embers, where I can vocalize my emotions without burning up. True, there are times where I'm like "HOLYFUCKITYFUCKSHITBALLS" and I literally cannot even handle anything and I need to get it out. So I'll pick up my phone and just "blarghaghaghagh" to Willow. And she makes me laugh, or relates to what I'm going through, or talks me down from the "Inferno Stage", which is when I'm about to stop murdering people with eye-lasers.
What do I keep sacred? My spirituality. It's not a joke or a parlour trick. It can be really hard to get people to understand certain aspects of magick. And sometimes you just can't, and it's okay. I can't enlighten the whole of civilization when I'm still learning myself. Unfortunately, there are stereotypes about witchcraft and Wiccans...and people can be really dumb. So you have to be careful who you trust with certain details. And I honestly like keeping aspects of my spirituality secret. Makes the magick stronger, if you ask me.
And yes, I do trust my intuition and instincts. My abilities are rapidly growing, especially around those I'm close to. I've literally been reading Jackson's mind lately and it's really cool. Still catches me off guard sometimes, lol. My tarot readings are really on point, though reading for myself is still the hardest. But practice makes perfect!!!!
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