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I’m feeling kind of annoyed.
It is so difficult to find people/institutions/individuals genuinely interested in the well being of others.
I’m annoyed because, after feeling tired, low energy, having 2 headaches in 2 years when I haven’t had one in decades, losing focus, etc, I have to spend a lot of money and time researching to find out that a very conspicuous and obvious problem is likely causing it. And I’m annoyed because I’m part of the problem. Or maybe I’m too new at recognizing it and trying to correct the problem.
Sigh
So our house has hella high magnetic and electric fields. Mostly because the thing was built in 1880 (actual year) and has knob and tube wiring. Idk why the home inspector wouldn’t have told us this. Or that as a consequence of k&t wiring there would necessarily be large EM fields. At least it would have been on my radar to suspect why I was feeling this way.
The problem though isn’t foundationally them, or the k&t, or anything like that. It’s the method and attitude that I have developed in which I have low expectations, and low value. I have recognized that problem, and am trying to address it. But it’s difficult to do, I can tell you. I want quality people around. Caring people. Compassionate people. So I really need to work on my own quality.