Intervention The Show in Hello

This show depresses me. Not for what the person or their family are going through.

It’s the fact that if my family held one for me only my mom and aunt would show up. If my cousin (whose like an older sister) and my brothers were there they’d start bitching and blame me for everything. I’d leave that meeting, head for the nearest liquor store and get a hold of my old weed dude for a gram or two of meth. I’d find some nice quiet place in a wooded area and stay fucked up till my drugs and alcohol were gone.

Then probably hang myself from a tree branch…

But alas, one month sober with help of a few friends to rely on and my mom who has been a rock.