4/22/21 12:10pm in The Troubled Mind of a Helpless Teen

Arora favors her in person group. She’s giving them the materials for a project, and not giving much instruction at all to her “zoomies”. i’d go back in person if i didn’t have Wiedmann. i think i could figure out how to deal with arora. i jsut dint want to sit and listen to Wiedmann talk and talk and talk and talk. really i wish there was no school at all. i’m so over. and i still have 3 more years and college.
anyways. i still haven’t crawled back to the group chat. i don’t really want to either. soemtimes i miss talking, but i was never heard anyways. now i’ve saved myself the trouble of being ignored. even when i used the vent chat to talk about it, i was ignored. dylan replied, told me to drink water. i was thankful bc i realized i was VERY dehydrated. but then there was a drink water war. pele started it with tell dylan to drink water. i feel terrible for feeling angry about that. i’m so glad that they keep each other in check. i’m glad they are getting reminded for water. but i’m literally in the middle of trying to communicate what’s wrong, and the irony. i cant. i don’t think i’m going back to the chat. if people wanted to talk to me they would. and they don’t. i hope jess calls soon. at least she’s payed to listen. i should get back to class.