4/5/21 4:57pm in The Troubled Mind of a Helpless Teen

I’ve had a Thought. I always say how much i hate these hot, sunny, summer-y type days, and now i think i know why. i think i love them. like a lot. what i hate is being confined to a house during these days. it’s hot and filled with people i generally don’t like. if i was given freedom, freedom to walk around with the breeze, maybe drive down the highway or open road with the windows down and music playing, maybe i’d be happier with these days the way i am with cold. i’d love to walk around with the cold too, but it’s at least easier in the house when it’s cold than hot. (my room is always at least 30 degrees hotter than right outside my door) i’m stuck, though. still not old, or old enough. not free of this house. 3 more years. i’ll be in a dorm room for a stupid college but it will be better than this.