3/29/21 7:08pm in The Troubled Mind of a Helpless Teen

im not sure what to make for nana’s bday card. i know i need to make her one, and dad will be upset if i didn’t. i kind of want to try drawing papa for her, but i don’t wanna make her cry if it actually comes out looking like him. maybe a humming bird? then again this is assuming i find the time and energy to draw long enough to make it. i feel off again. it’s really hot in my room, but i don’t wanna open my window bc the kids are outside playing and i hate listening to their screeches.
i thought of a way to text daniel. using the excuse that i got a new phone and idk who the numbers in my phone are. i won’t actually do it. hopefully.
it was nice to see anthony and theresa this weekend. anthony tends to sit by me or tug me around and feels almost like the human prescence i want when i sleep, despite it being the day.
why do i feel off?