I don't have the mental capacity to write a detailed log on everything that's happened... or maybe I'm just too lazy today. Regardless, there's been so much happening that processing it is taking all my brain power, and even then I disassociate too much.
Tuesday (9/17)- picked up two foster kittens from behind my friend's salon. They are 4 weeks old now, solid blue, and hilarious.
Friday (9/20)- got fired from the humane society. I'm ok with it though... it was mentally breaking me. Their reasoning was I got bit twice, therefore I must be mishandling the animals, and I don't process/pay attention to what I'm told. Awesome. Got fired for my ADHD and the bite which still has my finger swollen. Also, bought my new snake, Willow.
Saturday (9/21)- best friend came up and we hung out for a couple hours.
Sunday (9/22)- witnessed a motorcycle hit a pick-up, and the pick-up drove off. I got his license plate number and stayed with the injured man until they was loaded into the ambulance.
Monday (9/23)- was out of sleep meds the night before and took something else to make me sleep which left me useless. Not fun.
Tuesday (9/24)- went to therapy, her 2pm and 4pm didn't show up, so we talked almost 2 hours. She got onto me for disassociating... well, not got onto me, but told me I need to process more and quit ignoring things that bother me.
I'm worn out. Mentally. Trying to even do 15 mins of cleaning per day wears me out.
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