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I just got my paycheck and it was over double what i thought it would be.
Turns out i did get paid for having covid. It says COV as payment type for 37 hrs. Gah i wish i would have KNOWN and i wouldent have come back when i did and i would have stayed home another 20 hrs and gotten paid for them too. LAME lol. Oh well. im just happy i got paid for 57 hrs on my check, Its not quite the 70 i typically get but still it was over 600.

I want to figure out how to make some money from home. Optimally i would like to make 1500 plus, But im hoping to start with anything really. If i made 700 a month. I would cover my “bills” Thats 500 for my car payment and 200 to my personal debt ( care credit included but thats for the dog....) So 700 a month. Im not sure HOW im going to do it. But im going to start selling my yarns and soaps again, finished products again. Sell the rest of the baby rabbits. Farmers markets? Things i can do at home or online.

Im SO exhausted today. My body hurts SO bad. It didnt hurt nearly this bad in Missouri ( did i mention i went to missouri haha, i did) Sea level or nearly so vs a mile in the sky. It makes a big difference in pain levels. Its my hips and back and knees and feet…

Then my mother in law, went down this checklist with me. I answered yes to about 90% of the questions for Fibro. Meaning i fit in THAT many symptoms. Its so frustrating. Because if anything could be treated… Ugh. Im just over it. im sick of hurting, and it being such a huge part of my life.

I started a new blanket. L wanted one last summer and once i started working i never had the energy to work on it. So i have started it. Its only maybe a 24 inch square at this point. I have a long way to go. This took 3 days off and on.

With that im out :)