Theres a voice in the back of my head screaming at me. Its saying I should be with Jay. And what am I even doing being so far from him. What if he needs me? But it’s all lies. It’s just a delusion. One he started himself. But he does not need me. He does not want me near. Hes perfectly happy with her. After all this time youd think I’d have accomplished at least one of my many dreams and yet… still no.
Just lonely tonight I guess. But hey, back to work.