I have a question ... in Change is Brewing

So I have a question to ask all of you … why do you get drunk? I’m not talking about just having a drink for dinner I’m talking about drinking to a point where you just don’t care anymore, but you’re still fully functional … its on the cusp of being tipsy but definitely not sloppy drunk … why do you do it?

I realised tonight that i do it because of how honest it makes me. It makes me selfish and strong. I always stand up for what I want UNAPOLOGETICALLY. Sober, i could never do that. I’m a people pleaser by nature and always end up “going with the flow”. But boy when i drink and speak my mind people fucking run. They get so angry and disappointed sometimes with themselves… sometimes with me… they don’t know how to handle it.

My truth is real. Its never targeted to make someone feel bad. I just say it how it is. Why should we sugar coat things every single day? Why do we have to hide things we’re not happy about just because it will make them happy? Why do we constantly try and align ourselves with people that aren’t aligned with us??

I need some outside perspective here cause maybe i am getting in my head … but maybe just maybe … fuck the world in the fucking ass.

Im tired of this sensitive bullshit.