Vent in Current Events

I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves about that. I haven’t had time to think about it or adjust because my roommates want me out by April first. Today was a bad day at work. Anyway, Toni and I viewed a couple of apartments today after our shifts. The first one I like a lot more. Only because of the aesthetics. It’s newly renovated. The second one has two bathrooms. One of those has a shower and the other has a washer and dryer. We also have access to a pool. All this for less than $100 more than the first one. Toni loves it. I will love it too. The caretaker is so chill. Nice old man. A hippie. The area is also better than the first one. Toni and I are going to apply tomorrow. We’ll see what happens. I want to listen to astrology and wait until the 25th, it’s supposed to be a good omen situation.

I haven’t even had a second payday. I don’t even know where my finances stand exactly. I haven’t had time to think about it. I am missing a lot of calls from a collector. I have a pile of mail I haven’t gotten around to opening either. I should go over my taxes. Maybe by some freak chance, I will get a refund. Then there is the existential dread that comes with government tyranny and the anxiety about a vaccine passport coming. So I’m trying to be positive while feeling nihilistic at the same time. I have to apply for a second job yet. Too much happening at once.

Whatever I just wanted to vent. I started my day off feeling pretty giddy. I’m exploring the real teachings of the Bible, the way it is supposed to be taught. My mind was blown because I learned a bit of history about one of my favourite historical figures, an ancient Egyptian pharaoh named Akhenaten. I had an obsession with his second wife Nefertiti. I was taught that he was a heretic for worshipping the sun instead of all Gods. I know there was no worship, we were all connected through a universal system and truth. Anyway, it was taught to me that the ancient Egyptians hated him so much for his sun worship that they tried to erase him from history. I’m going to call bullshit, the Vatican does that to this day. Our heritage is what lays at the bottom of the rabbit hole. Keeping this universal system and truth from us they spare no expense to do. Anyway, what blew my mind was learning that my boy Akhenaten practically founded monotheism. He wanted to combine the three cults. We have the lunar, solar and stellar.
Lunar = IS = Isis
Solar = RA = Amen-Ra
Stellar = EL = Elyon
ISRAEL

It’s nothing special but I was gagged lol.