So things have been going really well with Lou. I am so happy I met him. I am so happy I decided to give him another chance. Now that I have, I can see that he really is true. All the stuff I was worried about before was really just my own trust issues after all. He really is a good guy and I can see that clearly now.
So... since we started having sex, the heat has been turned waaaaaaayyy up. We have only had sex 2 times so far truth be told. But it's all the in between stuff that has me melting. When we fucked for the 2nd time, I still didn't orgasm. Yet it was so intensely hot, there was literally a puddle under me. I think it's because while we were fucking, I looked into his eyes... something I have never done with anyone before. But that made it intensely hot for me. We just locked eyes for a while there... HOT!!!
In between though, we have been having cyber sex... a lot. That is fantastic too because it gives me the opportunity to find out what really makes him tick. He has really learned to trust me and let me in. It is just such a powerful feeling to know someone that intimately. I don't think anyone has ever done that before. Well... G was pretty open about that stuff but it was never intense with him. With him, it was just fun. It was all about having fun which did make for some fantastic sex. But doing it this way... He has my clit dancing around down there without me even touching myself. That has happened twice now. It's insane... I actually feel like I'm going to orgasm without even touching myself. By letting me into his head, he has gotten into mine. It's insane.
The clothes are done in laundry now so I need to go put them into the dryer and go to bed. I just haven't been on here in a while so I thought I'd pop in and put it out there how good it feels with him now
Thank you again God for putting this man into my life.