At which point do you just pack it all in and say screw it all. When does it all just stop being worth it? I fully understand the vast opportunities that I have in my life right now. I have a loving family with two amazing children and a job with boundless opportunities but I don’t feel that I am where I am supposed to be. that makes me sound so selfish and ungrateful but it is what is. I don’t fell like a excellent and dedicated person either at work on at home. Whenever I am at one location I wish I was at the other. That makes me fell like a totally crappy person both for not being thankful for what I have and for not appreciating those around me. It is difficult going through your day filled with anger and hate and resentment.