Hearrt in Journal 2020

I woke up today, like yesterday feeling sick and exhausted. But happy at first because maybe he messaged me! But he didn’t…I can wait though. My face was hurting because I smiling so hard at the thought I just wanted to cry again. It’s fine I’m just emotional I have to wait for him to message and then it will calm down. My heart goes crazy when we talk and now it feels like its gone.